contemplate
verb
1. to look at or view with continued attention; study thoughtfully
2. to consider thoroughly; think fully or deeply about
3. to have as a purpose; intend
4. to think about intently and at length
5. to consider calmly
6. to look at thoughtfully; observe pensively
7. to have in mind as a possibility
I contemplate.
Pretty much everything and rarely do I do something without giving it much thought and consideration in advance.
I want to know purpose and to understand things, so I study. I study and observe.
Thus my need for nature. My need for alone time and quiet. To slow down and sit still.
My needed time to think clearly, quietly, to talk to God.
Clarity. Confidence. Intention. Purpose.